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Name: Muhammad Murtadha Husayn( but just call me MUT)
DOB: 07/02/1992
Hobbies:fashion_sports_cleaning
Aspire to be: A_fashion_designer
Favourite colours: Blue;me_Pink;my gentle side_
Green;my ambitious side _Black_White; my stylish side
My tracks: K-pop_all_the_time
Religion: Muslim
Race : Malay
About me:
Usually very outgoing and not good at fighting, although I am always so good at arguing. I come across as 'toughies', physically and mentally.
It is difficult to find out what I am are really thinking. I like to torment/tease people and are quick witted. Funny.
I can make good friends although sometimes I am selfish without realizing. I can be very bitchy. Good sense of humour. Intimidating.
Some people see me as emotionless, which I prefer to be I am always myself in relationships, which are often long term.
I know what I am good at and also my weaknesses, which I tend to keep secret.
I also enjoy knowing what other (or not many) people don't.
I am A K-POP addict!
I said goodbye, but you trail behind me like a lovesick puppy
just crank it up, drown out all your cries
2010
Yes I know that it has already been 3 months to the year 2010.
Call me slow but I just am a big-TIME procrastinator. Too bad.
Anyways this year I already turned 18 and it feels great. I see all points of my life in a new and different light. Wow!
Last year, I failed my O levels but this year I am back at MDIS doing the whole O level thing again. Some people call me a fool for repeating and not moving on and also for wanting to try to get an O level cert. But I know I will never give up on something that I really want.
This year seems more interesting I guess, most of my classmate and the people seem more interesting to me. Or maybe its just my so called new way of looking at the world.
So fair 2010 has been far to me. But I can never predict what will happen later?
Oh ya And I saw brown eyed girls in Singapore TWICE.
Happy belated birthday to myself and to those love ones of mine who have already past.
I hope that 2010 will be my year!
Call me slow but I just am a big-TIME procrastinator. Too bad.
Anyways this year I already turned 18 and it feels great. I see all points of my life in a new and different light. Wow!
Last year, I failed my O levels but this year I am back at MDIS doing the whole O level thing again. Some people call me a fool for repeating and not moving on and also for wanting to try to get an O level cert. But I know I will never give up on something that I really want.
This year seems more interesting I guess, most of my classmate and the people seem more interesting to me. Or maybe its just my so called new way of looking at the world.
So fair 2010 has been far to me. But I can never predict what will happen later?
Oh ya And I saw brown eyed girls in Singapore TWICE.
Happy belated birthday to myself and to those love ones of mine who have already past.
I hope that 2010 will be my year!
the only song keeping me alive
Ps: I want Narcia short hair in the video!
Feeling empty inside!!
This past few days have been really terrible. Paper after paper, it's all just too stressful. I have been feeling really down on some days when the paper is really hard and on others when the papers are okay it's still the same feeling.
The paper that got me really down was the chemistry paper on the 2 of nov. Wow! I had a moment where I though to myself "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?". I never thought I would say this but seriously taking my O levels this year could have been my biggest mistake yet.
I know that I can always retake the next year but till when do I have too. Will I be the kind of person who will have too take it like 20 times just too pass. Omg! this is so stressful.
And the biggest question on my mind is always the results and what will I do after the results. The fact that I have second thoughts about going to Nafa eats me inside every night. And the worst part is that if I work and don't go to school they will consider me for national service. And that totally sucks! I kinda feel trap between all these decisions. Where do I go? And if I go there am I making the right decision!!!.
I am just so tired these days lots of major decisions to make. But now I feel like just giving up on life itself!!!
The paper that got me really down was the chemistry paper on the 2 of nov. Wow! I had a moment where I though to myself "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?". I never thought I would say this but seriously taking my O levels this year could have been my biggest mistake yet.
I know that I can always retake the next year but till when do I have too. Will I be the kind of person who will have too take it like 20 times just too pass. Omg! this is so stressful.
And the biggest question on my mind is always the results and what will I do after the results. The fact that I have second thoughts about going to Nafa eats me inside every night. And the worst part is that if I work and don't go to school they will consider me for national service. And that totally sucks! I kinda feel trap between all these decisions. Where do I go? And if I go there am I making the right decision!!!.
I am just so tired these days lots of major decisions to make. But now I feel like just giving up on life itself!!!
Stressss
School has been a killer this pass weeks. O levels are coming O levels are coming.
Noooooooooooooooooooo
Double the stress and the pressure.
And why must October have so many people Birthdays it is a very stressful month this year.
Oh ya Btw.
Happy Bday to october babies:
Iman 15oct
My brother 17 oct which is ironically Deepavali as well. So we will have an Indian theme celebration.
Anyways will be putting up a countdown to next O level paper here!
10 MORE DAYS to the O lvel Science Practical. Hope I don't break any testtubes!AGAIN!T.T
Noooooooooooooooooooo
Double the stress and the pressure.
And why must October have so many people Birthdays it is a very stressful month this year.
Oh ya Btw.
Happy Bday to october babies:
Iman 15oct
My brother 17 oct which is ironically Deepavali as well. So we will have an Indian theme celebration.
Anyways will be putting up a countdown to next O level paper here!
10 MORE DAYS to the O lvel Science Practical. Hope I don't break any testtubes!AGAIN!T.T
The Final Countdown
Yeahhhhh!!! Only 3 more days to Hari Raya.
Sooooooo exicited. I have never been exicited for something for a long time. It just that it means that the fasting month is over. And I can eat and drink as per normal.
Don't get me wrong I love to fast but they year it has all been draining. While I am fasting I have too study for exams and stuff and i CAN NEVER seem to concentrate on anything with an empty stomach.
3more days
3more days
3more days
Sooooooo exicited. I have never been exicited for something for a long time. It just that it means that the fasting month is over. And I can eat and drink as per normal.
Don't get me wrong I love to fast but they year it has all been draining. While I am fasting I have too study for exams and stuff and i CAN NEVER seem to concentrate on anything with an empty stomach.
3more days
3more days
3more days
It really was that hard (prelims suck)
I really thought I was going to be prepared for this, however i underestimated my school teachers again.Prelims really suck, with every single paper me not being able to do it with gusto.
English was really the worst. The composititon and situational writing questions were okay. But the comprehension really sucks. The whole papaer was about cannibalism yucks. I reaally was turned off during the first paragraph. Come on I was fasting and there was a passage on people eating other people. I really got a headache reading it. Well I am already prepare to re0take English O level cause I don't see much Improvement in my work.
Malay, as usual I have nothing much to say. After the cannibal passage which I still couldn't get over. I didn't really try for Malay. And plus I didn't bring my dictionary.
Maths was really unexpected. I revise fully for this(i think) but I felt prepare. The moment they said begin and I flip the first page of paper one i was like what the F#*%@. It was mainly on algebra. OMG was i screwed. My Algebra is okay (i think) but the question were seriously tricky. I didn't really understand most of the questions for both paper 1 and 2. And at the end of it all I felt very disappointed booo!!
Science was really tough.
Combined Humans was I think the only paper I managed to complete even though most of the context was rubbish. I still managed to scrap through so I guess I am lucky in that sense.
All I am hoping now is that my science practical be easy.
I just wanted to upload this picture because it is now the only thing that is making me laugh. 0_)
English was really the worst. The composititon and situational writing questions were okay. But the comprehension really sucks. The whole papaer was about cannibalism yucks. I reaally was turned off during the first paragraph. Come on I was fasting and there was a passage on people eating other people. I really got a headache reading it. Well I am already prepare to re0take English O level cause I don't see much Improvement in my work.
Malay, as usual I have nothing much to say. After the cannibal passage which I still couldn't get over. I didn't really try for Malay. And plus I didn't bring my dictionary.
Maths was really unexpected. I revise fully for this(i think) but I felt prepare. The moment they said begin and I flip the first page of paper one i was like what the F#*%@. It was mainly on algebra. OMG was i screwed. My Algebra is okay (i think) but the question were seriously tricky. I didn't really understand most of the questions for both paper 1 and 2. And at the end of it all I felt very disappointed booo!!
Science was really tough.
Combined Humans was I think the only paper I managed to complete even though most of the context was rubbish. I still managed to scrap through so I guess I am lucky in that sense.
All I am hoping now is that my science practical be easy.
I just wanted to upload this picture because it is now the only thing that is making me laugh. 0_)
Change*3
This year has been too fast. Everything is moving too fast. I can catch up but I still can't believe it is going to be August. Wow.
Other than that I think that my life needs a complete makeover. I don't really mind where I am at and I am enjoying the people around me. But I feel as though, I need something new in my life. A new something. I just can't put my finger too what or who it is but just a change.
Other than that I think that my life needs a complete makeover. I don't really mind where I am at and I am enjoying the people around me. But I feel as though, I need something new in my life. A new something. I just can't put my finger too what or who it is but just a change.