with that big fat smile that you wear so well
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TYPE B
Name: Muhammad Murtadha Husayn( but just call me MUT)
DOB: 07/02/1992
Hobbies:fashion_sports_cleaning
Aspire to be: A_fashion_designer
Favourite colours: Blue;me_Pink;my gentle side_
Green;my ambitious side _Black_White; my stylish side
My tracks: K-pop_all_the_time
Religion: Muslim
Race : Malay
About me:
Usually very outgoing and not good at fighting, although I am always so good at arguing. I come across as 'toughies', physically and mentally.
It is difficult to find out what I am are really thinking. I like to torment/tease people and are quick witted. Funny.
I can make good friends although sometimes I am selfish without realizing. I can be very bitchy. Good sense of humour. Intimidating.
Some people see me as emotionless, which I prefer to be I am always myself in relationships, which are often long term.
I know what I am good at and also my weaknesses, which I tend to keep secret.
I also enjoy knowing what other (or not many) people don't.
I am A K-POP addict!
I said goodbye, but you trail behind me like a lovesick puppy
just crank it up, drown out all your cries
Feeling empty inside!!
This past few days have been really terrible. Paper after paper, it's all just too stressful. I have been feeling really down on some days when the paper is really hard and on others when the papers are okay it's still the same feeling.
The paper that got me really down was the chemistry paper on the 2 of nov. Wow! I had a moment where I though to myself "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?". I never thought I would say this but seriously taking my O levels this year could have been my biggest mistake yet.
I know that I can always retake the next year but till when do I have too. Will I be the kind of person who will have too take it like 20 times just too pass. Omg! this is so stressful.
And the biggest question on my mind is always the results and what will I do after the results. The fact that I have second thoughts about going to Nafa eats me inside every night. And the worst part is that if I work and don't go to school they will consider me for national service. And that totally sucks! I kinda feel trap between all these decisions. Where do I go? And if I go there am I making the right decision!!!.
I am just so tired these days lots of major decisions to make. But now I feel like just giving up on life itself!!!
The paper that got me really down was the chemistry paper on the 2 of nov. Wow! I had a moment where I though to myself "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?". I never thought I would say this but seriously taking my O levels this year could have been my biggest mistake yet.
I know that I can always retake the next year but till when do I have too. Will I be the kind of person who will have too take it like 20 times just too pass. Omg! this is so stressful.
And the biggest question on my mind is always the results and what will I do after the results. The fact that I have second thoughts about going to Nafa eats me inside every night. And the worst part is that if I work and don't go to school they will consider me for national service. And that totally sucks! I kinda feel trap between all these decisions. Where do I go? And if I go there am I making the right decision!!!.
I am just so tired these days lots of major decisions to make. But now I feel like just giving up on life itself!!!